Wednesday, 14 January 2009

Sweet melancholy

This is just the cutest little angel you can imagine, yeah? And she looks just like me! Which isn't all that odd, I suppose, since I looked just like my brother when I was that age and she's the spitting image of her daddy. But whatever.
I haven't really got much to write today, I just felt guilty for not writing more, so I came on and wrote some random words just to make it seem like I've got something to say. I don't, really.
I hate that neverending bleeping the microwave makes when it finishes. Don't you? It just - never - ends! And those who are making the food in it, the ones causing the beeping to occur, they're in a different room so they don't hear it. Then they forget it, and so it keeps beeping ever stinking minute, and it just really annoys me. A lot of things annoy me, but I'm not gonna turn this into a nonsensical ramble. I'm afraid it might be a bit too late for that now, since none of the things I've been saying make much sense but I don't much care. I'm writing. And every word I write is one more point in my apparent productivity. But now I'm gonna read some more Wheel of Time. I'm on book six now. Rereading the whole damn series. It's a brilliant series. I love it. Hence the rereading. So I'm gonna do that now. Reread. Bye. /Ramble done

Monday, 12 January 2009

Blimey. Parents are insane in Ghana. I mean, apparently it works fine for them but I know what it's like to suddenly be told you're not allowed to do something you've been doing for years, and it's not a good feeling. Seventeen years old and not allowed to have a boyfriend. I'd laugh in their faces if they said that to me! But anyway,
Christoffer's sleeping. I'm contemplating doing something mean, but I think the revenge might be worse. He does have that whole revenge thing down... And now he just said something in his sleep, and I have no idea what, but it sounded weird
School is absolutely horrible. I can't believe how much I can't stand going to school. Every single bloody day is a struggle, and it's so tempting to just lie down and give it all up. I don't know what to do with myself anymore, basically. I hate it. I used to have at least some idea of what I wanted with my life, but it just looks darker and darker every day now. Other than that though, I'm happy with where I am.. Sort of... At least literally speaking - living where I do just totally rocks!